Category Archives: ET Contact

10 Easy Steps to Losing Weight, Curing Anxiety and Making ET Contact

OK I lied ! It’s a bullshit title ! I just thought I’d try one of those self help style prescriptions, for fun ! Instead, here’s 10 psychological steps to help you make ET Contact.

  1. Let go of all preconceptions about how ETs are supposed to be.
  2. Let go of all ideas about the nature of your own self.
  3. Drop all fear and Nike it (just do it).
  4. Drop all expectations.
  5. Keep and open mind and an open heart.
  6. Believe.
  7. Want it for the right reasons.
  8. Know what the right reasons are.
  9. Let go of all your addictions for at least 1 day – including all electronics, cameras, smoking etc.
  10. Be prepared to face the unknown in you and in them.

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TSM132 : An ET View of Human Contact

In this early evening walk n talk, I step back and try and take an ET view of Human Contact. One of my great frustrations with the entire field of UFOology/ET contact is the myopic view that so many people have, in which they create a good ET vs bad ET dichotomy or a dystopian view of the cosmos. In this talk, I try and counter a little of that with common sense (which obviously ain’t so common !).

Enjoy !


TSM131 : Memory, Uncertainty & Doubt in the ET Contact Experience

The things in this monologue were probably the hardest things I’ve ever spoken about publicly.

Today, I open up and share my thoughts about memory, uncertainty and doubt in the ET contact experience, looking at two of my own experiences 23 years apart. I explore how contact with beings from elsewhere shatters your experience of reality and talk about why I think most people who have contact, avoid talking about uncertainty and doubt and why these things are really critical to making sense of the experience. I post this monologue with some hesitation but do so because I belive that we need to be as honest and transparent as we can be, if we are to truly understand the experience of human-ET contact.

There is some repetitive noise in the early part of the recording due to my shoes squeaking and the squeaking on my iPod cover.

Enjoy ! 😉

TSM122 : Contact with ETs, Hairy Folk, Dead People and Balls of Light

Over the course of my blog and the TSMs I’ve tried my best to sketch out how to initiate your own contact with ETs and dead people. In this monologue I continue to sketch things out by exploring how best to approach contact. Some of you have heard me describe contact with various life forms as interspecies communication and a way of connecting with the greater (undivided) self. Today I explore how we might make contact with ETs, Hairy Folk (Yowies, Sasquatch, Yeti etc), those in the after life, balls of light and our fellow animals, while I enjoy the first evening fire of 2017.

Enjoy ! 😉

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A Better SETI

I’m going to bed in the next hour, so this will be a very brief post.

I’ve been thinking about the so called Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence (which incidentally I think ought to be called Search for Human Intelligence – do we have any ?) and I wondered why we seem to have limited it to the micro waves, radio waves, x-rays and gamma rays. Why aren’t we putting more effort into scanning for ultraviolet waves or the visible light spectrum for random and regular bursts of energy, brief or sustained bursts of energy ? If plants use visible light (and other forms of energy) and we need visible light to survive, why wouldn’t some ETs consider communicating in the least exotic form of electromagnetic energy ? The one that is most universal and fundamental to life (as we know it).  We may also find that the use of visible light as a transmission mechanism, may have allready been encoded (think about how DNA works) in pigments that are widely distrbuted in plants (and flowers), algae and fungi.

In addition to this I wonder why we aren’t scanning for sound waves in various frequencies and amplitudes, as discrete short sounds or more complex sounds like pulses and melodies. Think about killer whales, dolphins and whales and how they communicate across cast distances and bats and moths and dolphins that use echolocation to build pictures and maps of the world around them.

And of course any search for intelligence elsewhere in the cosmos is limited by our own perception of the nature of reality and our own sense of what exists. Perhaps there are waves at either end of the electromagnetic spectrum that we have not yet discovered or developed technology for, that harbour worlds of communication and conversation.

Finally, we have in recent years become intoxicated with holographic explanations of reality (in which any volume of space can accommodate any volume of matter that we want – think Dr Who’s TARDIS – bigger on the inside and ET craft – also, often bigger on the inside). Why aren’t we looking in some way for ultra-compressed or ultra-expanded forms of energy that may contain huge amounts or small amounts of information, in discrete units of energy or structures like melodies and minimalist like repetitions.  Such information might not simply provide content but actually be able to create and change reality for the recipiant or initiate the transformation of some structure or process. Perhaps such information is already encoded in our own sun and in all suns, or in space itself ? Or at the heart of black holes and white holes ?

At present SETI is primarily focussed on – on off, binary signals. Signals that show something turning on and off. I wonder what SETI would look like if scientists tried to tune into a continuous conversation between minds and hearts in the cosmos. Or if SETI scientists did what I and others like myself do and tried to send messages of their own out into the cosmos using thought, feeling and intention. When you practice SETI in this way you move beyond on off/binary communication and move into relationships. That then, is real intelligence !

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ET Contact with Historical Figures

Have you ever wondered which individuals in our history have had contact with ETs? I certainly have and once I actually asked the question. So, how about you suggest which historical figures that we know today you think probably had contact with ETs and then I’ll give you a list of people I was told did have contact ! The list may surprise you !

Weird stuff & ET contact during recent darkness

Well, here I am again, kind of normal, after what feels like two months distracted with other things. Thank you to everyone who continued to reach out to me and to people like Garbriele, Torstein and Darci, for your ongoing support for my fundraiser. It is as always, very much appreciated and helped in many different ways to make life a little easier.

Some of you will be aware that on January 19th this year I became aware of something very strange (it’s interesting to note on January 19th 2011 I had my merging with the light experience with the Teal’hia/Sar’won’dee), that led to making certain discoveries, that pretty much unravelled my life. It has without doubt, been the darkest period of my life and twice I came close to taking my life. Today I feel fantastic but the situation that I uncovered continues to exist and may take another year or more to make sense of and to resolve – in some way. The events that have come to my attention and have continued to occur during this time are very difficult to explain and include such things as a person from my past, the involvement of a covert group, the involvement with someone with an ET created ‘multiple personality disorder like’ personality, the merging of several apparent paralell worlds/lives, the appearance and dissapearance of several living beings (refer to my Lazarus Effect experiences, which i think I mention in the interviews with Erica Goetsch) and a small amount of ET contact/intervention. During this time I have also had guidance from my deceased guide’s Kanatek/Elly and from the ET friend you know as Dude. But at one point I even doubted Dude’s existence. I was so traumatised by what I had learned I began to doubt everything.

I felt so utterly perplexed and alone during this experience, that I was forced to question absolutely everything that I take to be real. I even wondered at one point if I had already died and was reliving my life again. Even though this was at odds with what I felt to be true. Because this experience involved another person and a covert group to some extent, I felt unable to talk about it with another living soul and very uneasy about reaching out to anyone through the internet or telephone because of the short and long term risks to the two of us (and a potential third person who maybe able to help us). I also feel very strongly that was has happened, would be just about impossible for any other person to comprehend, who has not already encountered and lived with a very high degree of strangeness and uncertainty. What I can say for sure, is that once you have been involved with ETs to a high degree or been involved with someone who has been involved with the HIGHEST level covert projects (that involve work with ETs), your life is never the same again and always prone to unexpected events !

At this point I think I should make a digression. One of my readers – Lisa, had previously asked me if I had read Philip K Dick’s Exegesis or any of the books in the series. Admittedly I had not and at the time Lisa mentioned it, I didn’t know much about Philip K Dick’s personal life. Now that I do and now that I know a little more abut Exegesis and the events surrounding it, I think I can safely say that what Dick experienced and what I have experienced have a few things in common – including high strangeness and confusion and some apparent shifts in reality. Suffice to say, I don’t know enough about Exegesis or Dick to make any further comparison but it seems that what Dick went through is similar to what I have been going through – as a process that is indicative of a major transpersonal crisis and transformation.

The truth is that I didn’t think my life could really get any stranger or any more uncomfortable but it has. I’m OK now but it has been very, very hard. This event has been so overpowering, that it overshadowed my own health problems (after almost a decade, I start my tumour treatment next week) and the death of my sister Susy on February 18th this year. It will take a long time to find answers and have some resolution. The hardest part is that it was totally unanticipated and arrived in the middle of two other major crisis. At one point I was so gutted, I nearly decided to give up on healing and walk away from ever having any treatment ! Come what may ! A month of almost no sleep totally screwed with my head and left me totally obsessed with nothing but finding answers to this one thing ! Now I’m sleeping normally, I feel much better ! Life goes on and my desire to live has returned.

For much of the last 6 weeks I spent 12 hours a day trying to dig up circumstantial evidence online and piecing together evidence from the past. Day after day I was confronted with something I hadn’t seen coming. Things that I’d once felt and suspected but pushed away, were verified. But what they mean, I have no idea. The real crisis underscoring this entire set of events, is that they can be interpreted in several possible ways and what seems most likely is that several different causes have been happening at once. the truths that I have discovered have been so painful, that I have been forced to examine and re-evaluate my entire life.

The positive side of that, is that I’m much more aware than I was of the reality surrounding me and much more aware of who I am than I was before. I’ve also realised first hand that the the people and reality that I thought I understood, are much stranger than I ever thought they were. Ultimately I realise now that I know so much less than I thought I knew about the nature of reality.

During the same time that I came close to taking my life, I began to have uninitiated contact with several groups of ETs. It seemed as if they were well aware of my crisis and how close I was to taking my life.

On February 18th this year I went to sleep in the tent with my son (something we’ve done on the hot nights during summer) and saw a craft blink in the sky above my head, just after my head touched the pillow. I felt an immediate sense of ‘they know’. Then in the early hours of February 20th (my sister died 2 days before) something took place, that I was unaware of until later that day, as I drove to my oncology appointments in the city. My left thigh had begun to hurt in a specific location 16-18 cm above the patella and I had images that seemed to be flashing into my awareness. later in the day, in the middle of my appointments, I went to the toilet and had a look at my leg. I noticed a small white circle, much the same as when the Sar’won’dee came to visit me in my backyard in Port Fairy in November 2009 and took a core sample through my knee joint. When I arrived home later that day, I tried to find the mark but it seemed to have dissapeared. I don’t know if it actually dissapeared or could only be seen under fluorescent light. My leg hurt for 3 days and then the pain seemed to go for 2 days and then returned as a lower level pain for another 4 days. It has since subsided but occasionally I can feel where it was. When I returned home on the day of the 20th, I went searching though my house for any object at the same height, that I could have collided with to hurt myself. But the only objects were below knee level. I did everything to try and find a rational explanation for the pain but could come up with nothing. Several times when I lay down to revisit that night, I saw the same images with the Sar’won’dee but I was too worn out and drained from the other crisis to go through the event fully. I still haven’t done that because I’ve been so tired with all the visits to hospital and the ongoing crisis. I think I can safely say however that I had another visit/sample taken/health check the day I was heading to hospital in relation to my tumours. Some of you may recall the visit of the 4th January last year, prior to my having a CT scan of my tumours. On several occasions it seems, my ET friends have visited just prior to my having check ups in relation to my tumours and on several of these given me an update on my health, that was later confirmed with the scans I had taken.

Then on the February the 22nd my son and I went to sleep in the tent. Prior to going to sleep just after midnight, a craft flashed at me twice and again I felt the sense ‘they know’ and instantly went to bed feeling better, after a long day of researching. Not only did I feel better, I felt a great sense of joy and of being understood and cared for. All of my doubts instantly melted away and I had a deep satisfying sleep ! Prior to going to sleep I set up one of our trail cams to see if there were any more feral cats hanging around the house (which is something I do quite often). In the morning when I checked the camera, not only was their evidence of a cat but evidence of something else that appeared to come and visit me. I was sleeping on the left (in the pics) and my son on the right. The first 3 images appear to contain a ball of light at 3:44:44, the second set of images an hour later appear to contain a ball of light at 4:53:36 and the final two images of me going inside at 4:56:54 appear to contain two balls of light close to my chest. I woke up about a minute before (because of noisy possums and kangaroos) and you can see me holding a torch which I have facing the ground, so that I can see where I’m going. I did everything I could to replicate these apparent balls of light. I shone my torch upwards in the tent the next night (which I never do anyway) and I studied the movement of the moon and the light it would cast. I set up the trail cam again to see if the moon could create the same conditions and I couldn’t replicate anything. These images remind me of some of the day and night time images I took many years ago during my experiments photographing (and largely disproving balls of light/orbs).

My feelings regarding these images, are not that I had photographed resident balls of light (Earth spirits or whatever you want to call them – light entities native to the cosmos) but that I had photographed an ET interaction of some sort. ETs can take the form of balls of light (the life force in an amorphous state) but I feel this was some sort of interactive scan that they had created for myself. I think they had left the tent but I can’t be sure. You’ll also notice some sort of mass on the left in the 4th image. I have no idea what it is but it looks tall and like it was standing at about the same distance away as the tent. I don’t know the truth about what I photographed, I just know that I haven’t photographed images like these on my trail cam (other apparent balls of light but not moving like these ones).

Between February 28th and March 7th I had to wear a 24 hour glucose chip/monitor which had been implanted in my belly. The chip/monitor allowed me to measure my adipose glucose levels for a whole week, so that we could determine whether any of the hormones secreted by my tumours are related include or are affecting insulin. On March 1st I went to bed in the tent, after seeing another craft blink in the night sky. I had done another long day of research and was emotionally and physically exhausted. Just as I lay my head down I saw another two blinks from a craft in the southern sky. Seeing the presence of a craft brought about the same sense of joy and of being understood and cared for. I went to sleep around 1:05 am. I woke and checked the time on the monitor and noted that it was exactly 4:00 am. I went outside for a pee (damned 1 kidney !) and turned back but felt strange. When I arrived in the tent, I checked the time on the monitor and it was 4:53 am. I was confused and began to wonder what happened. I then fell quickly back to sleep and woke at 7:42 am. In the morning I stood where I peed and almost instantly remembered seeing 2 Sar’won’dee standing near the tent calling my name and my walking over to them. Later I asked my son if he remembered anything or if he noticed I was there when he woke. he said that when he woke at 7 I was there. I checked the glucose monitor and was shocked to notice 3 periods of missed readings (readings occur every 5 minutes), covering the period from about 4:15 – 5 am, 5:45 – 6:30 am & 7 am – 7:30 am. I read the manual and could find no explanation for it, as it was next to me the whole time. During the whole time I had it implanted in me, it never missed another set of readings when it was near me. The meter itself can read up to 6 m away and while I was in the tent it was always within 1 meter of the chip. I spoke to the clinical nurse who put it in me yesterday and he had no explanation for why it didn’t take readings.

Later that day I went back over the experience and remembered several on ground and on board experiences with the Sar’won’dee and others but at this stage I’m still not clear on several aspects of the experience, so I’d rather not write about it for now. What I can say however, is that they both gave me an account of my health (updates on my tumours and upcoming treatments) and tried to explain the truth behind this dark crisis that has taken over my life.

The next day March 2nd, I again stayed up late researching the issues relating to my dark crisis. I went for a walk up the drive way about midnight and was again made aware of a craft in the night sky (this time just above the constellation of Orion, which was on it’s side). I went to bed in the tent soon after and fell asleep close to 1 am (this time my son slept inside). At a certain point in the middle of the night I felt the urge to urinate but ignored it and then at one point I saw from within my closed eyes a brilliant flash of white light and I thought ‘what the fuck ?’. I woke up immediately, opened my eyes and was completely lucid. Which in itself was very strange. I almost always wake up a little groggy. I noticed I was facing left and not right as I usually do, turned over to check the time on the glucose monitor and noted it was 4:16 am. I got up, went for a pee and had a quick walk around the front of the house, to check if my son had been out with a flash light and shone it in my face. But he was sound a asleep. (Later in the day, he confirmed that he had slept through the night.) I went back to bed and as soon as I put my head down, I notice 3 bright flashes from a craft immediately in front (SE) at about 45 degrees. I then lay awake for about an hour wondering what had happened and then fell back to sleep. Later in the day I went over the events of the night, wondered if it was a by product of a hypnagogic event ( and decided that it was something else. I suspected that it was related to the apparent balls of light I had photographed on January 22nd.

Then, one final event occurred in this series of apparent ET contacts. On March 3rd I was travelling in my car with a friend to the town 60 km away. I had been very tired because of pain in my tumours earlier that day. I closed my eyes to rest but did not go to sleep. Then about 20 km out of town a brilliant white-yellow flash occurred in front of my closed eyes. It was a light, like the previous one that engulfed everything. I opened my eyes, noticed it was 3:48 pm on the car clock and asked my son and my friend, ‘did you see that ?’. My son was asleep and my said she hadn’t seen anything. Once again I considered that it might be a hypnagogic event but it didn’t feel like that. I’ve had those occur in the past (usually they occur as sounds) and this was different.

At this point I am not sure exactly what has been happening. I can say with relative certainty that I had 2 contact experiences on the nights of February 20th and March 2nd and I’ll tell you about those at a later date, when I have greater clarity about the totality of those experiences. But I’m not sure exactly what occurred on the other nights. I can tell you that I was aware of the presence of ET craft on all the nights I’ve mentioned and not once did I initiate contact in that time. Honestly, I haven’t had the energy for f2f ET contact or for sitting outside and making contact. I’ve been so over whelmed with this crisis, that I’ve parked everything else in my life.

What it feels like and what I know in part, is that all through this ‘dark night of the soul’ (is there a darker word than dark ?), I have felt the continuous support, understanding and presence of my ET friends – even when and especially when I doubted my experiences and that they they were even real. When on several occasions I doubted my own sanity, they made it clear ‘we exist and this is real’.

So, that’s where I’m at ! Who knows what the tide will bring, how this crisis will unfold or how my ET friends will continue to intervene. Somehow, all of this has been interwoven with the other strange events that have been taking place. Somehow, through what appears to be merging or shifting parallel lives/realities, the ETs have maintained a presence, as if to keep me from slipping over the edge into the abyss. An abyss from which I might never escape.

I now understand that when the Teal’hia and Sar’won’dee said to me when I was one with the light on January 19th, 2011, ‘This is to help you endure all the suffering that is to come’, exactly what they were hinting at. The death of my sister, the death of the lives and reality I thought I knew and the questioning of everything. Sometimes I feel blessed to have been thrown into the human condition, even when being human takes me to the edge of everything !

Pangloss/Voltaire/Leibniz is right, “we live in the best of all possible worlds” ! What matters most, is how we choose to see what happens and how we choose to respond. No more dancing around the abyss, for this little scorpion !

More information about Philip K Dick’s Exegesis :

More information of reality glitches/parallel worlds here :

PS. WordPress has been dumping text everywhere. Apologies if the text turned out a mess !

How to Make ET Contact

Hey folks, here’s the 1 minute version of how to make ET contact. It’s simple because it is simple. All the long winded things I have said about ET contact and will say about ET contact, are necessary to help people to understand the process.

Whenever you choose  :

  • Stay inside or go outside.
  • Ditch all fear or concerns.
  • Know why you want contact.
  • Ask generally or for specific groups (e.g. the Teal’hia) , if they will come and connect with you.
  • Tell them why you want contact (the real reasons not the bullshit reasons – they will know).
  • Feel it in your heart (it should feel like strong emotion – imagine saying farewell to a loved one or greeting them after a long absence ).
  • Ask them if they will make contact with you in any way that suits them.
  • Drop all expectations for contact or contact in any particular way (expectation can be very subtle, so make sure to look deeply at how you are functioning).
  • Offer a heart felt thanks for being heard and for any possible contact.
  • Be patient for as long as it takes.
  • Go outside and look up if you need to.
  • If contact occurs, give thanks (really feel it).
  • If contact occurs, you may initiate telepathic contact by merely asking for those who contacted you to speak to you.
  • It maybe useful to ask for validation of what you are hearing, in the form of some sort of physical proof.
  • Be patient, be patient, be patient.
  • Be open to contact happening outside of any formal contact process and be open to anything that might happen.

I called this blog ET and I because contact is always about ET and YOU (or ME). It’s a two way street. A dynamic. A tango, a dance, a relationship. So look at you and not them. They know their part. You are trying to initiate and build a relationship. So do whatever it takes to build a relationship, just as you would with any other living thing on on Earth. The more know thyself, the more you open yourselves up and the more you give, the more you receive.

Before I finish I’d like to emphasise one issue. The issue of fear. Fear is the number one thing that prevents contact. Fear can be very subtle and insidious, so it’s paramount that you examine everything you believe about other living things – especially in relation to ETs. If you believe in the old bad alien vs good alien thing, then you should forget ET contact entirely (hear TSM 110 and others on the subject) because you will be driven by false projections about how things are and oblivious to how things ACTUALLY ARE !

You have all heard the line, “You have nothing to fear, only fear itself.” (a quote that FDR paraphrased in his famous quote). It’s so true. Fear is the great paralyzer ! In the words of the great humanist and Psyhcosynthesis pioneer Roberto Assagioli, “Fear has no boundaries or limits : it is possible to be afraid of anything ! Fear is like Proteus – assuming a thousand different forms. There are many ills that cause mankind to suffer, but far more in number are the misfortunes, accidents and catastrophes that never actually materialise! They produce as much, if not more, fear in people than would if they were real, because in the fear-gripped imagination they are lived through and suffered over and over again.”

And closely allied to fear is doubt. Put aside your doubt and simply use discernment. Be patient and you will have no reason to ever doubt again.

Happy contact in 2017 ! Wishing you all a wonderful new year !

Bright. 😉


ET Conversations 2 – Life Is Eternal

Sometimes I blog when I feel bad and sometimes that’s useful and sometimes it’s not. Today I turned 47 and I had an argument with someone who matters to me and spent half the day feeling sick with tumour pain because of it. But the day isn’t over yet, there’s a lightening storm here and I am trying let everything go and to remember to allow myself to feel the way I wish to feel. On days like this, when for one reason or another I feel overwhelmed, I try to remember the many wonderful experiences I have had with my ET friends.

Some of you will know that one of the most profound experiences of my life was when on January 19th, 2011, the Teal’hia and Sar’won’dee took me on board a Sar’won’dee craft, to merge with the light. I’ve talked a little about that experience (see videos below) but what I didn’t tell you is that I know it has happened before in other lives and it profoundly affected how I functioned in those lives. Also in the period we think of as the after life, I was given something to remind me of where we all come from. In my darkest moments I try to remember what I have been given during these experiences. Today is one such day.  And so I share the words that were shared with me, so that you too might understand and know that everything is OK. I can’t prove anything to you. I can only offer you my own experience.

One of the most powerful lessons of the mythical Buddha, is his lesson on the nature of things – all phenomena are impermanent. Meaning, everything is impermanent, everything will come and go. And what my ET friends have taught me is that while ever we experience separation, this is absolutely true. But there is a way in which something lasts forever. That way involves the complete dissolution of all individual identity and I experienced that as merging with the light. But because the light is everything, it is also possible  to remember the individual self and to be everything at once. The light includes all that you have ever been and all that you will ever be and everything that has ever been and that will ever be.

Sometimes life is so hard, we wonder how we can go on. Today my son broke up with his girlfriend of 15 months and it has caused him great pain. The girl’s mother if giving him hell. My son has had an incredibly lonely life at school and his girlfriend became very important to him. But he compromised himself and created 2 different personas – one that was real and one that was what others wanted to see. Now after 15 months of pretending and several years of pretending, so that people would like him, he has said, ‘enough’ and he doesn’t want to feel torn in two any more. It’s been making him sick and put an immense strain on our relationship. And so as his dad, this has been incredibly hard for me to witness, especially since it seems like a repeat of many of my own experiences as a young man. Experiences that led to the development of my tumours. So I remind myself, this is what life is. Drama, pain, suffering, joy, love, desire, mistakes, choice and forgetting our true nature. Forgetting our true nature. Forgetting our true nature.

And that is what merging with the light was all about, remembering my true nature.

Rather than recreate the entire experience (which I’ll try to do when I write the book on my encounters), let me give you a few exchanges that took place on the Sar’won’dee craft that night. I’ll simply refer to the entities by their race name, rather than their individual names. Because what follows is mostly just dialogue, it doesn’t give you a sense of the full context or the time over which it took place. And I should remind you that in the light, there was no sense of time.

There will be many people in time who will dismiss my experience and others who will say that the ETs took me into a hologram and lied. But none of them were there or know me. And neither do they know the ETs I think of as friends and family.



Sar’won’dee : We wish to show you something special, so that you know how much you are loved. We will take you to where God exists, to see what God is doing. We will take you beyond this world, to understand the creation of this world. Do you wish to see ? To experience God’s presence ? 

Sar’won’dee : We wish to introduce you to this greater reality, so that you might know from where you came and why it is that we have created you. Do you wish to go ?

Teal’hia 1 : Look Bright, look around you. Can you feel the light ?

Me : Yes. I feel the light. I feel so loved.

Teal’hia 1 : This is the being that created you. This is what we are. We are the being who created you because we love you. We want you to live and know love. We are here to awaken you to that love Bright. Despite all that you have suffered in your life, we want you to know that you are loved. We are the God that you see in the light, that you feel in the light. It is the same God that is inside of you. He is here with love inside of you. Do you understand Bright ? Do you feel it ?

Me : Yes. Yes.



Teal’hia 1 : Do you hear us, do you see us, do you feel us  ? We are still here inside of you and beside you. You are now one with God. Do you feel God within you ? You are one with God and he is within you. Look Bright, we wish to show you what God is doing…this is our work.

Me : What is happening ? What is it that I’m seeing ?

Teal’hia 1: You feel it Bright, you know.  You know what this is.

Teal;hia 1 : Yes, God is creating souls. This is our work. Yes Bright, we are creating souls. We are creating souls. They are called many things but they are the essence that is God. Do you understand ? Everything is God. God creates souls, we create souls. God brings consciousness to the entire universe. God is awake and we are helping him to know life in all it’s forms. This is our work. To love what we create. To love all that God creates. To nurture. To create with love. To help all beings know they are one with God and cannot be separated, even for a moment !

Teal’hia 2 : No Bright, you cannot, cannot be separated from God, no matter how much you suffer. God is always there loving you. You must trust in God’s love. 

Teal’hia 2 : Feel Bright. Feel gods love inside of you – creating you. Feel that you are God. This is what it means to be GOD INCARNATE. You exist within God and he in you. You are not separate, always whole. Feel his creation in you. Do not perceive yourself simply as a human being whom God has forgotten. See all of this and know that you are within his creation and it is all within you. Feel it now. Do not speak.




Teal’hia 2 : Remember this Bright, for you will return here one day. One day when you are ready to return here. Do not forget what you have experienced. Do not forget what you have. It is always there inside of you. It is there inside of you. It can never be lost. Do not be afraid Bright, for THIS IS YOUR HOME. Everything else you experience is passing. THIS IS YOUR HOME. 

Sar’won’dee : We shall return you now Bright. Do you wish to see anything or experience anything before we leave ?

Me : What happened to my body just now ?

Teal’hia 1 : We moved you from your body. Your body was safe.

Me : Where did we go ?

Sar’won’dee : Beyond the realm of the body, where the body cannot go. 

Me : You mean as if I had died ?

Teal’hia 2 : Yes Bright. But you did not die. 

Sar’won’dee : Remember the peace within Bright. Do not let confusion overwhelm you. When you return to this experience, trust in what you have seen and it will guide you. Let us leave now Bright.


Why ETs Interact with Children

This will just be a brief post, as I have to limit my time on here, since my tumours have been giving me hell all week and I don’t want to make things any worse !

I thought I’d just introduce a topic I have been thinking about for many years – ET interactions with children. Let me start by saying that I’m not going to say anything about hybrids or hybrid children – now or ever because it’s all rubbish ! I’ve spoken about that before so that’s all I’ll say for now !

Lots of children on Earth are being visited by our ET friends. The reasons for these visits and their subsequent interactions are many and varied. So I thought that rather than going into the details of all the possible reasons I’d focus on a small selection of reasons and how such interactions might unfold. The primary reasons I believe that the ETs interact with children are :

  • They are continuing relationships that have been developed in other lives.
  • They are following through with things that were discussed with individuals, in what we would consider our afterlife.
  • They are working with children who have the capacity to influence the greater good (see Dude’s response to questions 7 & 9 in the Dude Interview).
  • They wish to help certain children to develop certain skill sets, abilities, temperaments, interests, ideas, ideologies and ways of functioning, that they will carry into adulthood. Such developments can then be used to help the greater good.
  • Children have less conditioning than adults and are more open to contact and building relationships with ETs.
  • They value life long friendships with humans.

The kinds of things that you might consider to be part of a picture that represents the ‘greater good’, include – relationships with ETs, caring for the Earth, caring for other species, caring for fellow humans, interspecies communication, harmonious ideologies and technologies, harmonious relationships with humans, other species and Earth itself, justice and equality for all beings, improved health and longevity and greater awareness and experiential knowledge of one’s true nature. Pretty simple stuff really but all the things that we humans have failed to achieve collectively !

So you might wonder what ET interactions with children look like ! To answer that, it’s probably best that I use myself as an example. My situation may not be typical in some ways but in other ways it is very typical. First I should tell you that my knowledge of my childhood contact comes from several sources. First, from my recollections of strange events. Second, from going back into my memories, using a deep form of relaxation and working with the body. This method has some similarity to hypnosis but is not the same. I’ll share this method in the ET Contact Audio Series. Third, by correlating certain things I remember with what my parents remember (my mother in particular). Fourth, through discussions with various ETs as an adult (including Dude and Anamika). Fifth, by having my ex wife use her bilocation skills and go back and verify things for me. Of course none of that means anything to you and you’re welcome to think it’s all crap ! But its my own truth !

My first contact occured when I was inutero and of course I have no memory of that. The next contact occured when I was 4 months old and I remember seeing several Teal’hia (including Anamika) standing around my cot and talking to me and looking into my eyes. Then on 18th June 1973, when I was 3 years and 8 months old, I had a visit from 3 ETs – including a female Muajra (Dude’s race), a male Nalpnto (Hoofy Foot) and Anamika (Teal’hia). They met me in my bedroom on a cold winters night. They asked me to put my slippers on and then they took me on board a craft, where I was given a health check and taken into a circular room and shown a series of projections related to the future (these included my sisters illness and how it would unfold, my own illness, the birth of my son and my son’s life, my friendship with Dude and some of the journeys he was to take me on, my life as a writer and some of the things I would write about. Dude told me recently that he was working with the female and she knew that he had a relationship with the woman who would become my partner (now ex). They were working together to ensure that we met one another and would have a relationship, among other things. He also told me that he went back to the this contact event, to understand what I was shown and how I reacted.

There were other interactions after that and several took place when I was 10/11 years old and my sister and I lived with our grandparents in western NSW (near the town of Meadow Flat) in a remote location. I would regularly go out on long walks collecting snakes and lizards and often be out longer than I thought I was. Sometimes the ETs would also visit me when we were asleep at night. On at least one occasion I believe I was taken off a 747 while travelling with my sister back to Hong Kong to visit our father. Fast forward to 1989, I was 20 and had my first conscious encounter with a being from the Zeta Reticuli star system.

Rather than going into the nitty gritty of every single experience, I’d like to focus on the third experience because I think it will give you a good sense of what takes place when ETs interact with children and why certain things happen.

Often when the ETs come, no matter what age you are, they give you a health check. This will usually involve lying on a table of some sort and having the table examine you and the ETs examine you with their hands and/or head (one race I know literally puts their head just above your body and seem to scan you energetically) or an instrument. During this particular visit on the night on 18th June 1973, I only had a brief check up. On this night I was introduced to two new races – The Nalpnto and the Muajra. From that point onwards I would regularly meet these two races and along with the Teal’hia, they seem to have played a significant role in monitoring and influencing my emotional, physical and spiritual well being. During the remainder of my visit onboard, I spent the majority of my time watching a projection about my own future and the future of people who would be part of my life. By now you maybe wondering what I wondered for many years, “Why the hell would you show a 3 1/2 year old his own future and some things, which are down right terrible ?”. Well, the reason is simple and not so simple !

My first memories of that night began to come through in my early twenties, when I began to feel protective about my little sister in a way that I hadn’t before. This sense of needing to protect here continued in different forms, very strongly up until 19th January 2011, when for the second time I was shown what would happen to my sister. Then they continued in a different form, up until 20th September 2014, when Dude took me to my sisters actual future. Meanwhile my memories of that 3rd visit continued to come back in dribs and drabs – in relation to certain things that were happening in my life. It wasn’t until my son was born that the contact event of 18th June 1973 started to make more sense but I still didn’t understand it.

So coming back to why. I kind of worked out the reasons why I was shown the things that would happen, by piecing together what had happened up until the point when my sister was diagnosed with her brain tumours last February. I understood somethings but not everything. Now I think I understand everything but I am not totally sure. I had my own ideas but I wanted to know more and so I asked Dude. When I asked him “Why show a little boy ?”, he said, “Remember we can take things away – the awareness of each event, so that it’s like receiving something new, each event.”. By that he meant this. The ETs showed the little boy a good event, explained it, then took it away from conscious awareness; then they showed him a bad event, explained it, then took it away from conscious awareness; until such time as each event had been shown, explained and then taken away and then the entire visit erased from conscious memory. But some part of the little boy’s psyche remembered everything and over time little things trickled into conscious memory or influenced certain choices. So the little boy who learned about his little sisters looming terminal illness and his own potentially fatal illness, was shown what would come, had it explained by 3 very loving caring beings and had the memory of tha entire event taken away until it needed to be remembered or some aspect of it remembered. In that way he was able to go on with his life without being immobilized or traumatized. And that is how the ETs mostly work with our memories. Often, as I’ve said countless times, we get sick and lose consciousness in the presence of the ETs. For some reason the ETs allowed me to remain conscious throughout the entire experience that night. Perhaps it was so they could show me the events of my future but perhaps it was so that one day I would remember everything they showed me. I don’t know for sure. But maybe it was both !

In relation to what they showed me. Dude said that the reason they showed me was because they wanted me to be prepared in every possible way for what was to come. The visit was a catalyst for my preparation. Why they wanted to prepare me and not other people, I can’t say. I have some ideas about that but I’d rather keep them to myself.

After the visit, I wouldn’t consciously remember what I’d seen because it would be too painful and I wouldn’t understand it. Regarding my sister, I developed a sense that she would be in big trouble if she didn’t make good choices and later I saw how her monkey mind was causing more trouble. I tried very hard to influence her choices but to no avail ! Because at an unconscious level I knew about my own looming illness, I became fascinated by cancer, tumour development and disease. I studied science and spent a good part of my free time exploring hypothetical cures for cancer. Later I was fascinated with a broader holistic view of health and disease, in particular how relationships and emotions effect the development of illnesses. It was as if I knew what was coming. Since the age of about 12 I was also fascinated by sickness and death. I could see that sickness and death were everywhere. I knew that people die and I was curious about what happens to the body and to the spirit after death. Sure, these are natural preoccupations for many people but for me they were obsessive and driven by a deep urge to understand. Almost as if by understanding I could be better prepared.

So when I look at the night of 18th June 1973 now and when I understand that some ETs have had relationship with me that spans my entire existence (such as the Teal’hia nd Sar’Won’Dee – see my Merging with the Light experience); it seems clear to me that preparing me for what was to come, the ETs were helping me to develop all the skills and abilities that I needed to pass through the difficulties in my life and most importantly, to be who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. If it wasn’t for the visit that night – this blog would probably not exist; I would never have attempted to initiate ET contact; I would have no awareness of Dude or have developed a relationship with him; I may not have endured all the difficulties that surrounded my son’s birth when he was diagnosed with congenital heart disease; I would be devastated by my sisters illness (while I’m upset, I’m not devastated); and I probably would never have picked up a pen and started writing as I sat listening to U2’s Joshua Tree in 1987 – a choice that has changed my entire life !

So the ETs interact with children because they care. By choosing to make contact with them and interact with them over the course of childhood, they help children to develop in ways that they otherwise would not develop and they prepare them for many of the challenges that lay ahead in life. By doing so, they also form invaluable friendships that mean as much to the ETs as they do humans. You may remember that Dude taught Rachel to bilocate and that profoundly influenced certain future human events but it also bonded their relationship, as they zipped in and out of places all around the globe, spanning several centuries. You may also remember the friendships that Dude had with the lady in western Sweden long ago and the man from the island near Mauritius many centuries ago – both of whom he first visited as children. Or the friendship he had with Ascanio Sobrero in Italy ! Dude also had many other relationships with human children that have come and gone over the millennia that he has been here.

I think there are certain patterns in how ETs interact with children. If  could simplify things, I’d say the following things are typical :

  • ETs influence the development of children inutero.
  • ETs have ongoing relationships with children that span other lives.
  • ETs work with children to influence who they become as adults for the great good.
  • ETs form friendships with children, that are sometimes forgotten when the children grow older.
  • ETs visit children regularly and check up on their health and development.
  • ETs foster the development of certain kinds of people.
  • Children will be visited at least 2-3 times as children and sometimes much more frequently. Some children will have ET visits that are daily for long periods of time but these kinds of visits will diminish markedly over time.
  • Children who are taken on board craft, are routinely given a health check, taught certain things unconsciously and occasionally consciously, given tours of the craft and introduced to other beings and shown Earth from space.

I think children are shown their own futures very occasionally because most children don’t need to be shown.

So think of this as a primer on why ETs interact with children. perhaps I’ll write a follow up, after I have discussed the issue at greater length with several of my ET friends !

If you know of a child who maybe having ET contact, please don’t hesitate to talk to them openly about their experiences and listen as much as you can without judgement.

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