Goodbye Susy

I’m here with my dying sister for a few precious days. I’m trying to put aside the other great darkness that is consuming my life, to be as present as I can for my beautiful sister. If you’d can help with my fundraiser or let others know, I’d appreciate it. Back next week and getting ready for my own treatment. Surgeons have tried to convince me last day to have surgery. ‘Fuck No’, my response.

To all those idiots who think Bicarb Soda is a solution to tumours. Fucking idiots. It didn’t save my sister. And she did it religiously (despite my cautions). It’s belief that saves people ! I know that most of you are good reasonable people but I’m so angry with the goody two shoes well wishers who have no fucking idea about the human mind-body-spirit. We don’t die from too much sugar or ice cream and we don’t live because of cannabis oil or bicarb soda ! We live because the life force is strong enough to express itself !

Thanks for all your ongoing support.

https://gogetfunding.com/a-tumour-called-freedom/

 

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About brightgarlick

Ecclectic kinda guy, who loves life and saviours each day as it is.

Posted on February 8, 2017, in Uncategorized, Update, Updates. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.

  1. condolences Bright.

  2. My grieving, sweet Bright,
    Death sucks, the journey into death sucks. I am with you from so far away. I’m sending money tomorrow. Get paid in the morning. Its all I have to help from a distance. I love you. Give Toa a hug from Texas. I’m hoping someday if he wants to visit the states he will come see me. I’ll feed him chicken fried steak and gravy!
    Darci

  3. Judith Stefancic

    My sincerest heartfelt condolences. Thoughts of peace and courage for you….

  4. Bright,
    Thinking about you today. You are having to leave Susy knowing that you will probably never see her in her human form again. I want you to know how you have influenced her journey into death by just being you. She has watched you, listened to you and felt you for many years. She trusted her brother probably more than anyone but she had the influence and pressures of her husband and other family. I guess what I’m saying is this…. as she is leaving her body and starts experiencing her true self she will remember what you have said. Your influence, although perhaps not received in life, will aide her and comfort her as she is experiencing new and potentially frightening things as she leaves her body. She knows to not be afraid and to move toward the light and away from her attachments here with confidence. That knowledge alone is gold. Many never get to even hear that, not to mention hear it from someone they love and trust. I want you to know how much I appreciate you sharing this very hard and personal time in your life. I have learned more about myself by joining you in this journey. I think about Susy often. I know what dying of brain cancer looks like and what it entails. My aunt and grandfather both died from it. It is devastating. They did not have the gift of having someone like you to love them. Your essence is palpable.
    Susy felt it, and it helped. That’s just the truth of it. Now you are headed home to start your own treatment. Dig deep. Make it count.
    Love to you always,
    Darci

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