An Update & TSM71 : Analytical Thinking and Learning to Feel Through Engagement

I don’t feel like blogging yet.

I’ve just received news that I may not be eligible for the tumour treatment I have been preparing for in Sydney. After waiting 3 months, I apparently I have to wait until all my options have run out. Medically, I thought that was already the case. So, I am waiting for further clarification. If it gets canned, I need to re-assess everything and re-consider whether I will bother with medical intervention – period ! In the meantime, my sister Susy is still having radiotherapy and chemotherapy for her brain tumours and starting to lose her hair and feel some side effects. I am in the process of trying to distill 9 years of learning about tumours and how to live and heal, into a novel sized letter for her. In a way, it’s kind of cathartic for me, to pass on what I have learned and to reflect on my own fuck ups.

After feeling pissed off for an hour this morning, I am now feeling better. I needed a good reminder, to remember that everything is just as it should be. Dude’s words keep playing in my head – “let go of expectation and control !”.

Who knows what the tide will bring ?

Here’s this mornings monologue, made prior to my small kick in the guts !

For the next few days I will be honouring exactly the subject I spoke about this morning – feeling ! And feeling everything !


About brightgarlick

Ecclectic kinda guy, who loves life and saviours each day as it is.

Posted on May 4, 2016, in Healing, The Something Monologues, Uncategorized, Updates and tagged , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. Hi Bright 🙂
    I’m really hoping you’ll get the treatment !
    But still I wonder why you don’t ask the ET’s for healing. Haven’t you suffered enough. Hasn’t the tumor’s already learned you all you need to know about the subject?
    “Just do it”

    I whish you all the health & a speedy recovery, without any more suffering 😉

    • Thanks Relax – yeah good question. I have spoken to them many times about the subject and Dude has recommended 5 pathways depending on how I feel about each one of them. I just so happened to get stuck on one of them, which was my own fault !

      Suffered enough ? – yes ! Learned enough ? – no ! I still do too much of the wrong things. I think the ETs want me to truly learn. They don’t want to give me a short cut which teaches me nothing. Not that I don’t want it sometimes !

      Thanks for caring ! 😉

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